Opening Doors

     Fear and safety win out over love and adventure so much of the time; either way, we persevere.  But I ask:      What new lives, perhaps more authentic selves, reside outside the box I’ve created of my life?  What feelings, ideas, thoughts live out their...

CEO-ing My CD

            For the past two years I’ve been working on my first solo CD – an exhilarating, but meaty task and not for the easily thwarted or faint of heart.  There is no ideal time and space in which to birth a musical baby.  Regular life (births, deaths, taxes,...

Beau and The Gift of the Buddha

          In some ways I am hesitant to write this story, because somehow putting pen to paper brings it out of the realm of memory and magic, and attempts to fit it, albeit awkwardly, into real time – a terrible burden of contemporary life.  Memories, softened and...

Tribute to Summer

September 20, 2010   The Last Tuberose        Tuberose,      A single bloom and      Heady scent that fills the air      Around my chair,      As I sit, with dusk      Graying scraps of sunlight      On the grass      Grown beneath my feet.      I watch for the     ...

Going Back

You may know me as a cabaret singer and jazz vocalist, but on June 12, I auditioned for . . . . Opera San Jose!?  My vocal cords may have been baptized in the old-time gospel hour music, but my first formal training was definitely classical – in both piano and voice....

“Blues in the Night”

Woke a few minutes before 5:00 AM. I sat up, reflecting back on a dream, in which an old acquaintance, Eilana, showed up. She and I used to sit around backstage at San Jose Opera Theater when we were just aspiring divas. The dreamscape was she and I in a house, and I...